So... I'm not an overly spiritual person. I don't really believe in spirits and ghosts and whatever. But also I can't prove they aren't a thing so I keep my mind open. Just in case. Don't want to anger any spirts out there or anything (I mean, my house IS 263 years old, I'm SURE if it's possible, it must be haunted). But guys, I have to admit. I feel like some of my past horses sent Al to me.
I've already mentioned how he's incredibly similar to Rio. They have a similar look:
And they do some of the same silly things. For example, Rio could be pretty spooky, but only if you let him. If you gave him things to do and think about, he didn't have a chance to notice things to be afraid of. Al is quite similar. I swear that horse has incredible eyesight. He sees every little flying bug, the one leaf that changed color along the fence line, etc. But if you can keep his attention on you, none of that stuff bothers him. If you let his mind wander, he might levitate himself away from one of those things he peeped. Much the same as Rio. They both were/are a little spinny... but they spin with their head up and back on their haunches, so they took/take you with them. (Very considerate, really. Ducky used to throw me to whatever he was afraid of.) So yeah, Rio definitely had something to do with Al landing here, that's a given.
But you know who else he's like? There's a little bit of Jamp in there. Every now and then, and it's only happened while we're jumping, Al will just kind of take off for a few steps.
They also have a similar look. I feel like Al is kind of what a Rio-Jamp baby would have looked like if that was a thing that could happen.
When I first met Al, I really saw a lot of similarity between him and both Jamp and Rio. But my first heart horse recently made himself seen through Al too.
Clearly, Al and Bud don't look anything alike, but I'm telling you, there's a little bit of Bud in there too. I'm not trying to project my old horses onto Al, I wasn't looking for any of it, it just all showed itself to me. I don't see any of them in Eros or Shiny or Pammon. But it's all there in Al. So weird.
Maybe "the universe" didn't send him to me. Maybe my old horses don't really have anything to do with him. But it's kind of comforting to feel like my old friends are back with me in a little way. But even if they aren't, Al is a special guy, and I'm so glad he's here!
aw <3 <3 i definitely believe in stuff like that --- there are definitely some really important 'through lines' in charlie that i can trace back to some of the most important and formative horses in my life. so glad you found Al -- or that he found you!
ReplyDeleteI fully believe in fate. I think things happen (or don't) when they're supposed to. So maybe that's all this is. But I'll take it either way!
DeleteLove all of this ♥️
ReplyDeleteThank you <3
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