I nearly forgot shark week, but I DIDN'T! Only Eros dressed up this week, so this post won't be too long. Here's what he wore:
Bridle: Joseph Sterling
Browband: Dark Jewel Designs
Saddle Pad: generic baby pad, decoration via Cricut
Bridle: Joseph Sterling
Browband: Dark Jewel Designs
What. A. Week. I'm not going to harp on the worst day ever since we've covered that plenty. I'll just share the other stuff since life happens all the time.
Anyway, I could tell mom was having a hard time getting motivated to ride today. She was puttering around the barn for like an hour before she even took my tack out. I was like, "come on mom... I don't want to be late for lunch!" But also, I didn't want to stress her. She seemed like she needed some time. But then I had the BEST idea. If I sprung a shoe, she wouldn't be able to ride me! So she could have some extra free time today to have her feelings, and I wouldn't miss lunch. Seemed like a win-win to me.
| Mission accomplished! |
As most of you probably saw on social media, I had to say goodbye to Artie last night. He was diagnosed last year with heart failure and then last week with lymphoma. I expected more time with him, and was waiting on a call from the oncology department to weigh our options. Unfortunately, his lymph nodes were getting bigger before my eyes this weekend. The stress it was causing on his body was too much for his weak heart, and he was struggling to breath on Sunday when I got in from doing horse things most of the day. He couldn't walk without coughing and was panting pretty heavily when stationary. There was a look in his eye that hurt my heart and so I took him to the emergency room. I wasn't sure they could help him, but couldn't let him struggle like that until Monday. So I brought him. Due to covid, I couldn't go in with him right away and it was the most horribly long wait of my life. Finally they called me. They listed all kinds of tests they could run and things that could be options and that he would need to stay hospitalized. As hard as it was to ask, I choked out the question, "is all of that fair to him?" The answer was essentially no. That if any of those things could help him, it would be very temporary. Artie hated going to the vet. He hated being separated from me and P. The thought of leaving him there to extend his life but leave him in discomfort just wasn't right. I promised him no bad days. The vet assured me that it was the right decision, as he was really struggling at that point. (His anxiety being at the vet wasn't helpful in his condition.) And so that's what we had to do. I was allowed in to say goodbye and hold him until it was over. I told him what a good boy he was his whole life and that his work here was all finished. And that he'd be with me always. I miss him terribly already though. There's a very big hole in my heart. It's amazing it's still functioning since there are so many dog and horse shaped holes in it. P feels it too, so we spent the entire day together.
But I don't want this post to be all about the sad part. I want to share Artie with all of you today, in all of his amazing partial pugness! I did a DNA test on him to find out what the non pug part of him was, and it was Welsh Corgi! That's what my hunch was so I wasn't surprised by the result.
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| The very first Artie photo I ever took |
| Artie's first moments home, sitting here with his grandma |
| That streak in the back is his forever wagging tail. |
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| Have you ever seen a happier dog? I have not. |